Experiencer, noun. One who has crossed the border of the ordinary.
One who has felt the touch of the mysterious.
One who lives with memories our science has not yet named.
I am an experiencer. Perhaps you are too.

This site is my way of weaving those fragments into stories using a non-linear, mythic lens. Some will be memoir, my own encounters and memories. Others will be the fictional stories that first pulled me into the mystery, guiding me toward the truths I have come to recognize.
The mermaids are currents beneath these stories, muses from the depths. Perhaps you have felt that call too, or perhaps you are simply curious.
Begin anywhere.
Choose your own adventure.
How to navigate:
The chapters follow time loosely, but the stories inside them wander. Each one opens a portal into that era, another angle of memory orbiting the same years.
ii: emergence: surfacing years
iii: threshold: prelude to awakening
iv: awakening: 2021
vi: embodiment: living the mystery
The tags below weave threads across these chapters, connecting moments, ideas, and experiences. The story moves in a non-linear, multidimensional way, so there is no wrong path. Click on any one and see where it leads you. Let yourself be guided.
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